Concrete
I have thought long and hard about where we are and how we got here, perhaps this has been the thought pattern i have always carried, even as a child in india, i felt different to the other kids, i felt like i didnt fit in. This feeling has followed me my entire life, and when i was younger i yearned for love and acceptance, but i just dont anymore, i have made myself into a recluse, because i just cant subscibe to the same things others do... I live in Stockholm, Sweden now, and at the time i wrote part of this thought, i remember i was living in Malmö. I was living on my own. This year, I have been single for a total of 10 years now, I am now at a stage in my life where all of my friends are married and have babies or a career, or both, and i feel like i am so happy I am not them. But you know, at the same time, i have always known that i want a child, maybe two. and i am 29 years old now, and i keep asking myself, if i am not ready now, then will i ever be ready? Over the las
